EINAI APO EKEINES TIS FORES POU LES MHN PAN XAMENA...(found my old blog ki eipa na kanw repost)



-ena mini taksidi-written at 27/09/05--

8elw na to katagrapsw giati de 8elw na to ksexasw...den htan tipota spoudaio gia kapoion allo omws gia mena htan wraies stigmes....htan ena taksidi toso da...etsi apla dexthka thn protash tou C. eipe an 8elw na me paei spiti,arkei na ton perimena ligo.htan kalh eykairia giati einai apo tous an8rwpous pou sympa8w etsi apla.ton gnwrisa tyxaia ena brady se ena filiko mas spiti ..einai enas gnwstos alla apo aytous pou tyxainei kai se kanoun na xamogelas.
loipon to taksidi...
-ela kateba sto amaksi kai erxomai
-sth gwnia to exeis?
-ma kala prin mpeis mesa koitakses th geitonia na breis pou parkara?
-oxi apla etyxe kai to eida mwre
-ok c ya

ena mayro mikro aytokinhto,apo ayta pou maresoun,opws kai stous perissoterous bebaia ths hlikias mou.target group even;)

klits klits mphkame sto toutouni...den exoume ksekinhsei kala kala ki arxizei na brexei!
h mousikoula sto radio mas apogohteyei taytoxrona ki otan arxizw thn protash mou na allaksoume sta8mo patatei to magiko koumpi tou cd player!thats the spirit!
me:fiouf
c:ti epa8es?
me:tipota apla xarhka pou den exeis ki esy opws oi perissoteroi mou gnwstoi skyladika.
c:exw ama 8es
me:oxi maresei!
ki ekei pou eixa proshlw8ei sto na parathrw ta diplana aytokinhta kai to periexomeno tous pianw ton eayto mou na tragoudaei!
e re rezili egina!ki ekei pou paw na stamathsw ton eayto mou gnwrizontas pws tragoudistria den eimai kai o kakomoirhs o C de mou ftaiei kai se tipota,tragoudaei ki aytos...teleiwnei to tragoudi kai skame kai oi 2 sta gelia...

C: einai apo ekeina ta tragoudia pou mou 8ymizoun proswpa kai katastaseis ki omws de mporw na mhn to tragoudhsw...

sthn poreia mpleksame se mia apisteyth kinhsh!etsi...gia na mhn ksexniomaste oti zoume sayth thn polh!analysame ta panta me ton C.htan wraia...kai h diadromh...an kai kollhmenoi sthn kinhsh de mou fahke toso bareth...eixa tooosa eksallou na asxolh8w...na koitaw tous keraynous pou epeftan sto ba8os... na parathrw tous allous na trexoun panikoblhtoi sth broxh,alla kyriws tous odhgous twn diplanwn aytokinhtwn!de fantazetai kaneis posoi polloi ksynoun th myth tous enw odhgoun!akyro alla aksioperiergo.

opws phgainame pros to spiti...eytyxws den eixe kai kinhsh poly pia,bghke kai to ouranio tokso!etsi oi melagxolikes fatses mas apo thn prwth broxh gyrisan se xamogelastes!me ta polla ftasame kai spiti opou kai teleiwse to taksidaki me ton C!ki omws mou afhse kati eyxaristo...isws h kinhsh na mas boh8hse sto na ma8oume liga parapanw pragmata o enas gia tis apopseis tou allou kai na ekane ligo diaforetikh ekeinh th mera mas,gnwrisame enan an8rwpo ligo kalytera apo prin.

thanks C


---wake me up when september ends-written at same day -

ena akoma tragoudaki paizei sto myalo mou mperdemeno me tis skepseis mou...wake me up wheeeeen september ends.......teleiwnei....ki omws htan san na mhn arxise aytos o mhnas...ola eginan kapws....oxi akribws grhgora...isws ftaiw egw etsi pou blepw ta pragmata...alla sthn telikh,den katalaba?dikh mou einai h zwh mou dudes ki opws 8ew 8a th blepw:P ara pros to paron 8a th blepw periergh:)
....brhka kapoies fwtografies mou apo to gymnasio kai me kateklysan erwthseis tou typou:

-kale pws hmoun etsi?
-mhpws telika mou pane pio poly ta makria mallia?
-re mpas kai gerasa?

kai alles tetoies glykanalates kai opws panta akrws kolakeytikes oi skepseis gia th fatsa mou...ki omws....einai mia...mia sygekrimenh pou den koitaw to fako...ayth mou aresei....poly kiolas!8ymamai akoma ekeino to brady...h mnhmh mou einai kati to aksio8aymasto...8ymamai ta pio koula pragmata.....htan apo ekeines tis meres pou oneireyomoun...skeftomoun to mellon...epla8a dikous mou kosmous giati ws mikrh efhbh o kosmos pou zousa de mou arese...bebaia an to skeftw ligaki(de xreiazetai kai poly!)pote de mou arese oloklhrwtika o kosmos pou zousa...panta ta taksidia tou myalou me synarpazan pio poly apo thn pragmatikothta....ayto omws twra einai kalo h kako?isws 8etiko....nai nai ws 8etiko 8a to parw.kai gia enan kai monadiko logo!oi an8rwpoi gyrw mou exoun stamathsei na oneireyontai...as meinw egw loipon...arkei enas para kanenas...h eksairesh allwste epibebaiwnei ton kanona opws lene!as gyrisw omws sth fwtografia....ta matia mou etsi opws koitane pio dipla apo ton fako einai san na fwnazoun apo mona tous pws taksideyw...periergo mou fainetai...ti me kanei kai mou aresei toso poly pia h fwtografia...?thn ksanaeida....to brhka!to oti eimai akoma paidi!den exw allaksei tromera apo tote,oute pane da kai 10 xronia!omws einai kati sto proswpo pou deixnei oti eimai akoma paidi....isws pio poly synepamenh sta oneira mou tote para sthn pragmatikothta...an 8a h8ela na gyrisw pisw?gia ena mini taksidaki isws..monima omws oxi:)gia to monima exw to paron mou...kai to mellon pou perimenei na me ekplhksei...sigoura 8a to kanei!

shmera einai ena akoma prwino sto krebati....einai allh mia mera apraksias...h toulaxiston etsi deixnei....pfff bare8hka....ta panta!akoma ki ayton ton pono pou me paideyei...atimo podi de 8a gineis pote kala?..kai th gkrinia mou...ki as thn dexomai mono egw...fantasou na thn ekswterikeya saytous pou exw gyrw mou!8a saltarane oi an8rwpoi apo to prwto eykairo para8yro kai xwris adiko:P
xmmm exei hlio....paw na anoiksw to para8yro na mpei ligh zwh sto skoteino dwmatio:)kalhmera...